"Inhale the future, exhale the past." - Note-on-anonymous-fridge That's nearly 2 weeks I put on 10 years and a few toxic bit.ter kilos. "Ombudsman" in town to meet anyone but me: more loneliness-without-holiness patience to experience, no choice. Quiet and efficient for short life ways too, the shame to be so shamed, but it's best to live on. Part of what is 'me' is sleeplessly dying to be able to keep on living without my beating heart becoming a.not.her hard disillusioned chickpea. "Holding on to anger is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die." - The Buddha (seemingly) Beyond this smacking wave, again, a soothing ocean of wise compassion is looked for before there is no 'me' left to feel and taste. Numbness can't be tranquility and peace in the palace of the open blue sky.